First Love

Interesting Conversation

Sometime back.. in my OLD Blog.. in diary-x.. (in case u din realised... i didnt started blogging only in feb 2006, I started way back in May 2003, but the Silly diary-x blog kinda died on me..so my past entries were all GONE, and so i had to start from scratch)..yupz.. back to my old blog..

Sometime back, i blogged about my First love..and that's none other then Kevin aka ZhiZhi... (ZZ) so yupz.. well let's blog bout him again... hahaha Since he doesnt read my blog...

Back in good OI first 3mths days... this silly goose here was transferred to CG103 (ZZ's class) and yupz.. her frens were all in that class, even her new friends too.. peeps like (Yue papa, Jiayi, Andrew, Avan, etc etc) and well.. things were fine for a period of time.. untill one day.. ONe fine day...

Jean and Kat told silly goose that there was this one St Gab's guy (ZZ) who likes her... lalaa.. and then.. from that moment.. Silly goose started looking out for this St Gab's guy (SACians hated gabrielites then) so that she can "condemn" him la.. haha *Yes i was that evil*.. ZZ used to be absent from class (I was transferred to this class, but before i was transferred, i already knew most of the peeps then cos i was a regular intruder into their class... but ZZ wasnt around)..

Right after i was transferred there.. haha ZZ started attending classes... so yupz.. silly goose started noticing him too.. as time went on... they started talking everynight on the phone.. and then the usual, he give flowers to her etc etc...This went on for some time.. before they actually got together...on 18th April 1999 (8yrs back)

the time that ZZ and silly goose was together wasnt long.. (4mths).. times together were sweet and simple...but things kinda grew stale.. cos of the fact that we were in different schools etc and of cos.. silly goose was the mean heartbreaker...just needed time to think it thru..and so avoided him....

So after 4 mths of being together...we kinda called it Quits.. since then.. we didnt really keep in contact untill only few yrs back...

So yupz...back to present... hahah So we only started contacting each other only since few years back..cos he came for my 21stbday... and then we didnt meet up again untill last Oct.. and then so since OCt till now.. we do talk on msn etc..

Just the other day...we had an interesting conversation... spoke bout us 8yrs back..hw we started and hw we ended up saying Bye to each other... well kinda think though things are over for sooo long liaoz.. but still somethings were never made clear.... all were swept under the 'carpet' so we just had to come clean to clean the carpet too..

Sometime back.. i heard from someone that a mutual fren actually told ZZ that i was seeing someone else..tt's why i decided to break his heart... so that night.. i spoke to him.. this was discussed.... and well i guess after 8 yrs.. haha it was a good Closure for both of us... (not that there was anything that might change la)

My point in this long entry being that... well if there's anything u wanna say to someone.. Do it.. dun keep it to ur heart... and well might just help that someone or even urself Move on with life... lalala..

And yes.. My darling dearest Lovable Boy... I know u wun feel threatened etc.. but hahah just in case some shit-stirrers try to stir shit between us too.. hahaha.. just so u know... NO WORRIEs, hahah u're holding that special place in my heart Nw... =)