my 100th post

This is my 100th Post

I've been quite a guai girl the past few days.. well basically cos.. my trip is coming up... peeps at home dun really know about it yet... though i did hinted to my aunt before.. not sure if she's aware liaoz..

and well things happened at home..so dun really wanna give people at home more reasons to feel frustrated... well that happens when u stay with 10 other people in the same house.. lots of "Dos and Do nots" to follow and abide...

so the past few days.... i've been good.. in a sense i was home before 12am... Met papa bear for drinks and ice-cream at Serangoon Garden on Monday, and yesterday i met up with Shar and Sharon.

Had quite a good time catching up with them on social work matters, bout where we see ourselves in future..bout our 'next step' in life... Guess i am still pretty clueless bout how things will go between the Boy and me...since we have one big BARRIER (Heavenly AH Pa)

sighz... a year ago i've told myself to take each step at a time... and its been a year of 1 step at a time.. how long more shall this be?? i seriously dunno...but well.. shall seriously go seek God on how to go about for this matter... sometimes i really dun wanna care.. will just take things as it is... but sometimes it worries me...

I know...its such a dilemma.. well.. i kinda got myself into this fix filled with 1 year of niceness, sweetness, love, enjoyable memories..so i got to find a way out.. someway..somehow...